September 2011
1 post
Im still love sick.
and It still pains every second of my waking minutes… =[ not really sure how im gonna ride this one out if im honest.. Cause my love will never end.
August 2011
3 posts
Okay.. so..
I miss you. that is all. But i actually think it would be a good thing to get ‘faith in trust’ tattoo’d on me. …something to remind me. There’s so many quotes that keep me going.. its just so easy to forget them if they’re not there to remind you. Instead of constantly looking for reassurance… i can just look to myself. To remind me of these troubled...
3 tags
boredom!!
What is your favorite Relentless flavor? The green one
Do you have a wireless keyboard and mouse? yes but not on my laptop no..
Last sporting event you watched on tv or in person? urm… =/ womens england match i think..
Who makes the best fudge? No one.. i hate fudge.
Do you like it when toothpaste bubbles in your mouth? not really.. it makes me wanna puke tbh
Do you believe that...
July 2011
3 posts
Quite fucking cheesed off tbh. Blatently. issue.. situation.. single? thanks.
How someone could be so right about someone they...
Council. house. and. violence.
Anyone heard of the White brothers? Those little children getting ASBO’s all over the place and beating up their girlfriends? Well if you have, you’ve heard of Weston. They are the model for the other wannabe chavs, apparently, who also go around in their crappy modded Novas’ and Escorts’ trying to deafen anything within about 3 miles. Then they stop at McDonalds drive-thru. Oh dear. God help...
June 2011
4 posts
I really do dislike you.. and frankly i couldnt give a shit anymore. Who do you think you are?? like honestly. What does this really comes down to.. There’s bestfriends, and then there’s….. and that is just abit fucked up if you ask me tbh. But then again…… hmm. idk. At the end of the day…. why should i have to feel like im competing for my gfs affections…...
Oah sex change sally..
How i’d Love to Smash your happy chappy face through.
NYE.
I walked into the pub and hadn’t even got a drink… just walked straight up to you on the stage. I just wanted you to know I was there. And your half drunken face lit up, you put your hands on both my cheeks and with a completely straight face, you said: “I’m so glad you’re here.” After that, all you and Stacey did was argue all night. She made you cry, which I fucking hated seeing. Fucking...
May 2011
5 posts
I have a feeling your infatuation with me is running thin. =[
I'm Recognizing the Signs.
Worryingly.
And for once.
I Trust myself.
I Am Fucking Sick Of Myself.
But I certainly cant help it if I find someone a smarmy creep. So I shall shut the fuck up.
And sit here.. and fight with myself in my own head. Yet again. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t me. I really do. I’m sick of feeling so much, Constantly. There’s gotta be a way out. I really Wish. I’ve never meant anything so much right now.. I Wish I was someone else. *Shakes* Maybe...
April 2011
54 posts
I feel a bit sick inside tbh.
brilliant.
i feel like a twat now ive calmed the fuck down.
I sat and asked my nan for some answers lastnight.. did she answer? Did she fuck.
I Feel like Ive lost something. Not just something.. The most important thing to me..
I know how my head likes to control my heart… But seeing the situation.. its like.. i know im not being completely stupid. I know im not just seeing it different. Things are different. Im different. Your different.
Ive seen a look in your eyes that ive seen from everyone. ‘The frustrated - im gonna...
Q's
I’ll surprise you with the answers. Its not all bad.
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I Lolled.
Me: Yeah I tend to only make rude words, I never really do very well tbf Birdboy: Lol, I did win a game earlier and had the word TWAT. It was good. Me: lmao oh my yeas can never lose with twat =] Birdboy: Twat is great .Can’t beat a good twat. Me: I strongly agree. Nods Pro Twat.
I’ve looked at you a thousand times and only now i see everything i hoped to find, staring back at me, like waking up to a sunrise, with colours i’ve not seen before When your lying there asleep, i look at you and smile, gives me time to stop and think, like i made it all worthwhile, it’s so easy to forget, i never noticed all the little things you do, that make me realise....
I cant say I'm not confused.
My cousins status.. aw.
Jacob asked me this evening if he could ‘marry’ me when he’s a big boy. I said Jacob you can’t marry mummy because I’m your mummy but when your a big boy you’ll find a nice girlfriend that you could marry. Jacob got quite upset at the thought of this and said…’but mummy I love you’. Got to love him bless his heart
Yeah take a serious status and just have a convo all over it huh. knobs.
